About andrevs

Hello, welcome to my profile.


Welcome! Welcome to the illusion we call reality. Do you really beleive what they tell you to see?

I'm from the Netherlands.
I speak Dutch, English, some German and a bit of Swedish.
I've done an internship in Sweden from September 2008 till Christmass 2008.

I'm a shy person. Shy and lonely. Looking for a place where I belong, looking for a place I would call home.

What's the purpose in life. What am I supposed to do? Just finished my bachelor degree. So this is the time for change, but that scares me. But most of all... I hate still being single. I really want a bf. been alone for way too long...

Oh well... me... just silly me being me... the problem is just, I am way too shy for my own good. Too shy to ever tell someone I like him... sooo I am cursed to be alone.

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last.fm stuff

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lol I found this somewhere on the internet:

Who I was, who I am today.
Who I wished I was,
and who I could have been.

Who I could have been, if things went different.
Who I could have been if I wasn't raised with these restrictions.
The expectations I had to meet. Freedom, it's an illusion,

And what good is that freedom? What good is freedom to go where you want,
when you don't know any good place where you could go?

Time, it's passing by. Day by day, week by week, year by year,
and I feel like all I do is wasting my time. Because I can't do
what I would like to do. I can't have the freedom I want to have,
when I stay at this place. But where could I go? Where could I be free?

The world. Our society. Even that, is restricting us. Even if I left
this place, yes, I would have more freedom then I have now, but
still, true freedom doesn't exsist.

There are places even more restricted in this world, and by comparing
to those places, we say our western society is free. But yet, it's not.

We have to fit in this society. Have a job, pay our taxes. Security cameras
everywhere. We're being watched, all day, all night, By 'security companies'
and the government.

Freedom, it's an illusion. And yet, many people restrict themselves even more.
It's not always our surroundings that restruct us. Even ourselves, we build our
own prisons.

This world, it could have been a great world, if we would sheld our chains off,
if we would cut off the restrictions layed upon is by our past, and face the
future in freedom.

But then again, what good would that freedom be, if we don't know what
to do with it.

And what does that mean to me. I want to break free from my own past,
the person I was made, I want to leave that person behind and become
the person I wish to be. Happy, free and independant. yet, I can't, because
I don't know how.

Drewgles 01 Jan 2010 said... awww loadsa hugs back! xXx

Drewgles 01 Jan 2010 said... your welcome! and Happy New Year to you also! *hugs* xXx

Drewgles 31 Dec 2009 said... awww loads of hugs for you my dear! but u is still mega clever! xXx

Drewgles 31 Dec 2009 said... meh sounds complicated, im too thick for things like that!

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